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hiddenfreedoms@yahoo.com

31.10.12

direction



What feels like it might be the most difficult time in your life
is actually one of the best times in your life.
You have not been on the right path.
You have manifested all that has occurred.
You do not realize the power of your thoughts.
The focus of most of your existence has been misplaced.
Finding love is not what your life's destiny is.
Your destiny is one of success.
Humanitarian work
Your art, your writings, your ability to see the light in others
travel...this is the path you are headed on.
To know that YOU are capable of creating the life of your dreams.
Right now the life of your dreams is being manifested.
Now is an inward time.
You will not be here with us in mind, but deep within yourself.
It is time to know yourself.
Who are you? What do you like? What do you want?
Once you come into your being, feel self-reliant and independent
doors will begin to open that will unfold into the life you have always wanted.
Then someone whom you will have a deep emotional connection with
will come into your life. Sooner than you think.
This will be your life partner.
But first...find you
isolation-rainy windows-rock hunting- stick carving- mobile making-picture jumping- secrets-cedar wood, sandalwood, lavender, lemongrass, broken green leaves and baby twigs- open skies that fill my belly- duality- paths that never cross- the smell of knees- red wine, campfire tea-home roasted coffee, green smoothies, yellow delicious apples everyday, fever dreams- drinking from cantaloupes- medium format photography- renegade art- dirty knees- patches- stripes-plaster- diy- reality and daydreams switching places- digging clay- oscillating fans- dioramas- tree worlds- travel tree travelogues- carrots- memories of my father that crawl across the floor, up my arms and into my cheeks- captured images- captured thoughts on my nightstand-turtle homes- hopes- sweat from hard work- long bike rides and aching legs- brushing my teeth outside- dirty fingernails- ink on my hands- unfiltered thoughts- originality- creating from beginnings-mint fields in mist- empty canvases,tubes of paint and endless nights- screaming songs into the wind- sharing secrets with birds- puddles, creeks, streams, hidden worlds behind waterfalls- feather tattoos-looking through paper towel rolls- defying Murphy and his law- green and blue- tearing out pictures- "Ah, but I was so much older then,
I'm younger than that now."(bob dylan)- "I have tried in my way to be free"(leonard cohen)... knowing these words to my very core.- learning-exploring-learning-exploring-slowly moving and watching and experiencing all fully and within the ritual, catching my reflection as a little girl...