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20.7.13

azul


turning dreams into reality requires manifestation
through words, thoughts, actions, and surrounding oneself
with energy that aligns with your hopes and intentions.
rather then daydreaming in bed all day
i try and connect on every level i can with that which i want.
flipping through magazines with pictures that attract me.
watching documentaries or films that inspire me and reflect my desires.
journaling my intentions 
meditating, vision boards and activities and hobbies related to my goals.
for several years now being self-sustainable, 
finding ways to travel (and explore the world) as a family and solo,
learning farming skills, and continuing to pursue outdoor adventures
have been the goals that i feel most connected to.
i have been cultivating these throughout my life
and when i get off track i always seem to make my way back to these aspirations.


 as we prepare for our new family member this winter,
gaining skills and prepping for a future life on land, ie;working towards
being fully self-sufficient, living close to the earth and its cycles 
                                               and adapting a more simplistic lifestyle
are my focused pursuits.


 today we found ourselves picking blueberries under a hot sun.
as we filled up our buckets, and our mouths, my mind grew still.
as a former gardener and landscaper i have always found planting, weeding and harvesting
such a meditative and connective task.
thoughts of blueberry jams, pies, cobblers and smoothies made me smile.
first up is blueberry jam.
we plan to go back next weekend to pick more for freezing.
along with this being cost efficient, this practice of seasonal harvesting
and storing and preserving for autumn and winter is an important
task in homesteading and one i plan to work at as best i can
without the actual land to glean from.

the recipe i used was from Real Simple
and it was that...simple and yummy.
keeps in the fridge a month and freezer for up to a year.
next i will try my hand at a blueberry pie...
and of course we will be gobbling cobblers, pancakes, and muffins.
some other endeavors coming up:
- the art of butter making
- yogurt making
- cheese making
- more veggie and fruit preserving
- and breads
 
 

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I'm younger than that now."(bob dylan)- "I have tried in my way to be free"(leonard cohen)... knowing these words to my very core.- learning-exploring-learning-exploring-slowly moving and watching and experiencing all fully and within the ritual, catching my reflection as a little girl...